I just signed on to say goodbye and immediately you pulled me into your drama again. This only confirms my decision. I love signing on and getting snipets of information, checking out hot bearded boys and finding out my friends goings on but I feel like shit the second we part ways, which is always tough to do because you are just so engaging.
I’m really sorry it has come to this, because I sincerely thought this would work out, but essentially I’m just not feeling it anymore. Since we are poly and you have SOOOO many other things to focus on I’m sure you wont even notice that I’m gone. And I really need to spend some time with me. You know? I think about all of the things I could be doing with my time when I’m with you. Fermenting, working in the garden, reading a book, harvesting medicine, taking Greta out to play, spending time with friends, listening to records, hiking you get the idea. So I guess this is it then. In a couple of days I’ll have all my stuff packed and I’ll be out of here.
Best of luck to you in everything you do, its been a fun ride.